For the Human!

Can you hear?

Earth is crying for her agony.

Can you see?

Earth is suffering from those wounds.

Can you feel?

Earth is sickened by human being.

Tsunami is here,

To sweep along human’s wicked thought.

Blizzard is here,

To freeze human’s terrible actions.

Drought is here,

To dry up human’s devil blood.

Cloudy blue sky,

No longer blue.

Crystal clear sea,

No longer clear.

Countless of green lands,

No longer green.

Birds that used to sing,

Have lost their gladness.

Flowers that used to nodding head,

Have lost their native soil.

Things that used to live,

Have lost the reason to be in this world.

*I was so bored in the BM class, so I decided to write something.*

Hehe!

不爽~

Friday, 26 February, 2010

我不敢说
我为别人牺牲很多
可是
我好不喜欢别人不懂得如何感激我付出的一点点
也许就那一点点
我不需要很多的表示
也许就那一句赞许
有很难吗？
常常想了些无聊的事
只不过想让人觉得我存在
有很幼稚吗？
难道这样有错吗？

很多人不懂如何体谅别人
可能我也是
但
有些人
是出于关心
才给与劝告
有些人
是为了亏你
才给与讽刺
我不懂你们的“幽默”
所以
拜托不要在我面前亏我
你也知道我脾气不好
拜托！
有些事情我也不想
但
很多事情我不能控制
要是你不懂背后的因由
就不要插一脚
不是每个人都能接受那样的“劝告”

好无聊的一年
为什么就是缺了哪一块感觉
我还以为
一旦过年了
气氛也随之热起来
但
以不过如此
电视也许就是最好的消遣
其实也还不错
最少
我看到一些值得欣赏的人
东宇哲
的小东
还蛮可爱。

Single again!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Well, I hate things ended up with that I’m a bastard, but there’s no choice for me. I will never be a good person, well, some people might say that I’m way too gay to be a player, yet, I’m really super unfaithful to love. I might say that I love you now, but after a second you may be one of the histories in my love diary.

I found myself so freaking awesome.

(>.<)

He was the one who texted me this afternoon, but I really don’t feel like chatting with him.

Guess what?

I just made up an absurd story that I’m having seminar with UK professor.

Looooool. I’m sorry.

( =.=)

Happy Chinese New Year

And

Happy Single Valentines!

Love game~

Sunday, January 31, 2010

On the field of love game, anyone of us might be a loser; nevertheless, every single match consists of good player, lousy player, noble player and poor player. Let’s not judge myself, maybe I’m a lousy and poor attitude player which might not worth a chance to be in a game, but once I’m giving a chance to be on the field, I swear, I’ll do it perfectly. Some people have been playing a match of game for years, but he or she ended up being a loser, was it even worth for him or her to waste such a long time to gain lesson that not everyone will be the MVP of the match. A player doesn't make promise about future performances, that’s me. For no doubt, I can sacrifice everything to be the MVP, but I do not expect anything from the game, just to enjoy the game and hope that game would last as long as it never ends. Holding this belief will makes me feel better when I’m ordered to off the game.

I’m in a game now!

The game is still on, but none of the supporters see the future on this game, maybe I’m such a jerk, who has bad reputation, who doesn’t give a fuck during this moment. But you guys don’t know how hard I’ve been working this relationship out, how much I want him, its something cannot describe by a word or two. For those experiences I had, I will not cry for anyone of them, I was so unaffected by their leave, but not this time. Guess I found a good opponent. Wish me Good Luck?

I love you!

I love Chinese!

Sunday,January 24, 2010

The day before Thursday, I was swollen with pride that I can speak well-English among my friends, holding though that speaking English is more than enough to survive in this world, but now, I’m so proud with that I can speak and understand Mandarin. Well, for some people, they might not care about their mother’s language, because it doesn’t worth a piece of shit in their life, but to be honest, I feel so sad for a Chinese who couldn’t speak Mandarin. Other than that, study and understand China History is not a “want” for Chinese, it’s a “need” in order to be a Chinese. It wasn’t something silly or stupid to do that. For those who born with Chinese face and they wanted to copy and experience American’s lifestyle, is dumb and stupid. Chinese such a noble character and they do have moral integrity, and this doesn’t mean others don’t have. Just wonder, being Chinese is such that respectable, why Chinese in Malaysia so fascinated with European’s lifestyle. I do have a “gang” in college, it was 5 of us, 3 of ’em couldn’t even speak a word of Chinese and 2 of ‘em are Chinese, with an Indian. How sad! One day, I was reading Chinese’s newspaper, and they were like, “You know how to read Chinese?” Then I was like, “Of cause.” What they replied shocked me for seconds, “Aren’t you reading English newspaper just now? Why would you waste your time reading the Chinese’s one, isn’t that same thing? What a waste of time.” Haxxxxx!!!

Sometimes, I find that taking public transports isn’t that bad, last Thursday, I was so lucky. By the time I reached KTM station, there was a train waiting for me. Even though its kinda packed, but at least, I don’t have to wait half an hour and sweating like a cow. 2 ladies stand aside me; I was so into their conversation, Hahaha. They were talking bad about teachers nowadays!

Yerrrrr~~ Friday’s morning class, actually I had decided to sit alone at the left side, because I know that dude will sit there alone. So I was giving him a chance, but then, it just ended up with 0 conversations. Seriously I can tell that he’s PLU, but it just doesn’t much people will admit to the masses. I should start “invest” on something possible, instead of something that doesn’t give a shit to what I’d sacrificed for ‘em. Ahahaha~ He might not as hot as those people out there, but he has his own charming parts, which what I was looking for. Wish me good luck for this investment. xDDD

I'm Back~

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

There’re things happened for the few weeks behind, something awful and terrible, which my house and the space I used to hide my secret and spend time whenever I’m alone has totally burnt down by the fucking gay fire, actually it wouldn’t goes that bad if the fire fighter team manages to come on time and make it smooth during the securing process. But it just so sucks! To be honest, I wasn’t panic during that stupid incident happened but what the fire took and left for me just a disaster, it took away 90% of my stuffs, which probably worth 10k of ringgit, meanwhile, what it left is just an awaken alert that I still have the ability of sigh. Ish Ish!!!

Always wonder why am I so stupid? By the time smoke sneaked in from the ceiling, which must be an accident out there, those elders keep complaining why I am so stupid and no common knowledge. But, here to tell them, go fuck a dog. I’m 19 and I have never face any fire accident before, and you know what? It could all those lousy Indians fighting and burn up some shits which causes smoke, who knows? “Aiya… Should know that’s fire out there ma, how could you so silly about those common thing? Aikss, never mind la as long as you still alive, that what you should be lucky with.” Isn’t that annoying? =((

School started and things go on normally, have to stay at Taman Cheras with my brother; actually I’m still super duper free for the beginning of semester. But then, works have been given, just I’m so lazy to do it, Well, leave it first, “still got time” its always my personal philosophy. xDDD

Starting College Life

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Kinda busy for last two weeks, didn’t manage to spend time with my friends but then, going to stay over at friend’s hostel has became a weekly routine for me.

Celebrated our little boy birthday on Tuesday, quite special this time. Had an awesome time at Chili’s Bar and took pretty loads of photos.

Millions thanks to Chua, that she fetched me to INTI college for registration, I’m officially an INTI-an now. 20 days to new school’s life, kinda awkward about it. Still uncertain about what major should I choose for the coming 3 years, I wanted to have friends that could be like a little cool, bad and wild, there’ll be these kind of classmate on certain programs, such as design, public relation and advertising. But then, I wanted to have a great bright future, had to have a major that market has a high demanded. This contradiction won’t go away, unless the school has really started, well, I have picked this Marketing as my major, and hope that I’ll able to have some cool friends. The second contradiction is course fee, to be honest; I hope to living in high chain community, that’s why I would never go for TAR College, for what I know about TAR College is bunch of Vulgar dogs (Those who didn’t take study as their main goal in College). Comparatively, the tuition fee for TAR College is way cheaper than INTI College; it takes me Rm65k for the 3 years program. This is the 1^st time I heard that my mom blaming about my education fee, maybe its all about my brother business in a difficult situation, so now my parent is the only financial supporter for these 65k. Wish to had a loan for government and its to help myself to pay my own tuition fee. Hope that everything goes well in the future.

Well..

Am I really addicted to smoking? Someone save me from this hell please.